Jesus Is My Strength

This is a blog where i post things that are heavy on my heart. Scriptures from the bible will be posted and feel free to ask questions or talk to me if you need it! Everyone needs a place like this and here it is.

I am the sound, I have the voice, I am the movement open the doors. I am the sound, I have the voice, I am the movement, unlock my roar. I am Jesus to this city, I am Jesus to this city. I am Jesus to this nation, Jesus to the world!!

—Daniel Bashta

I have been stumbling so much in my faith lately. My fire has really died down. I was just ready to throw in the towel. Then God said to me ” How bad do you want me?” If God wont give up on me then why should I? Its not him that is doing anything wrong, its me. So God right now, speaking from my heart please God take me back. I’m sorry, set a fire down in my soul that I cant contain, that I cant control.

23 Then he said to them all: “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me. - Luke 9:23

As soon as I stopped worrying. Worrying how the story ends. I let go and I let God, Let God have his way. Thats when things start happening. I stopped looking at the end. I let go and Let God have his way.

I just feel like crap. My boss has no respect for me whatsoever, I still dont know the outcome of all my final grades, my best friend isnt moving down and going to my school next year, my parents are pissed off at me, and my stomach is killing me. It seems worst at all that Im moving and going to be away from my close friends within June. The beginning of this summer is not going how i planned it at all. I hate the fact that im throwing myself a pity party. Right now honestly I wish i was anyone else but myself. It feels like im not good enough no matter how hard i try. I feel like a failure to God right now, a waste of space. I really thought things were going to change for the best. I just need someone to talk to. Someone who understands me, and that can help me. Someone that can make me laugh right now because I really do need it. I need someone that believes in me, that tells me I can do it and make it through. Please pray for me. I need to experience Gods love right now. Thats all I need right now, is to feel his amazing sweet grace on my soul. I want peace in my soul. Where i dont have to worry about anything. I just want to be the amazing 16 year old kid that God has made me to be right now. I want to be bold, fearless, smart, caring, selfless and well rounded.

There are two ways we run from God: break every single rule out of spite, and adhere to every single rule so we don’t need an actual relationship with Him.

—Matt Chandler (via iamthedesperate)

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In painful times, God is stretching you. In peaceful times, He is restoring you. In all times, He is loving you.